This Server Doesn't Know I Exist

My whole life I've never been respected. So if I went undercover on a Minecraft SMP that all of my friends play on, would I get my respect? It isn't so easy because I'm not allowing myself to die a single time. Will I be able to get my respect before my friends find out its me playing the server or will I die before I can even get a chance. This Server Doesn't Know I Exist. My Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/elemental_man3 People in the video: @TheNamesSX @DaderatorMC @Empaz @maddisk0 @Winterscarz @BigCheekish @FallenAstra @Contraption8or @Nufuli @EnatSquared @Euunix @jackisnotlive @EthogMC @wyll_ @Joyxz @CamelT